I’m feeling more like myself. I’m smiling and laughing and it feels good. If I could just get rid of this cold… *sigh* One thing at a time.
Thought I’d share some pictures by artists I like. Why? Just cause I want to.
Pop art first, the names are there… need I say more.
These are by James Christensen. An Artist from Utah.
My favorite poet, he never grew up, so why should I 
Just a few things that make me happy and I thought I’d share.
I have this problem… I obsess… Something bad happens and I obsess, Something is going to happen and I obsess… I think about it over and over, I make myself sick to my stomach. I know I’m doing it and that makes it worse. I try to stop and I just can’t.
I don’t handle confrontation well at all. Especailly when someone says something to me that has even just a bit of validity. I might not agree with them at first but then the obsessing kicks in and I think ‘Did I do that?’ ‘Did I not do that?’ ‘Am I that way?’ ‘Am I horrible?’ I make excuses or what feels like excuses, but may be reasoning… And I finish with a giant pile of self loathing… Which I especially hate because you know what, I like myself… I don’t want to have to feel like I don’t. I wish I could just say F**k it… but I never can… I obsess… and then I try to make them feel better… even though they may have just made me feel like a pile of crap.
So here I’m going to practice some positive thinking and writing skills.
I am a smart, intelligent woman. I have beautiful children, who although not always the least rambunctious are creative and clever and a joy to be with. I am a GREAT mother and a good wife, sister and friend.
Alright so that was my positive writing… I’ll let you know when it makes me feel better… it’s not helping yet 
EDIT… One of my friends did this and I’m swiping it from him because it looks like fun and right now I need fun. So here goes.
MY LIFE THE SOUNDTRACK
The Rules
1.) Open your library (itunes,winnap, media player, ipod, etc…)
2.)Put it on shuffle.
3.) press play.
4.) For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5.) when you go to a new question, press the ‘next’ button.
Opening Credits:
Don’t talk- 10,000 Maniacs, Acoustic edition
Waking Up:
Rent-the Rent soundtrack
First Day of School:
Season’s of Love- the Rent soundtrack
Falling in Love:
Big Lizzard- the Dead Milkmen (LOL)
Losing Virginity:
I’ll Cover You- The Rent Soundtrack
Fight Song:
Over the Moon- Ida Mendez The Rent Soundtrack
Breaking up:
Heavenly- Skylar Blue
Prom:
I’ll Cover You (reprise)- the Rent Soundtrack
Life:
Tiny Town- The Dead Milkmen
Mental Break Down:
Get Back- The Beatles
Driving:
Night and Day- Ella Fitzgerald
Flash Back:
That’s All- Micheal Buble’
Getting Back Together:
Hey Jude- the Beatles
Wedding:
I Should Tell You- The Rent soundtrack
Birth Of Child:
If You Love Someone Set Them On Fire- The Dead Milkmen
Final Battle:
Mountain Song- Jane’s Addiction
Death Scene:
Shake- Otis Redding
Funeral Song:
I Wann BE Around- Tony Bennet and Bono
Ending Credits:
White Dove- Ricky Skaggs
WELL THAT WAS ACTUALLY FUN. I FEEL BETTER NOW… Thanks
I’m up this morning and that’s about all I have to say for it… I’m tired beyond belief. I say this morning but I realize it’s almost noon… I’ve been up since 7:00 and I couldn’t really tell you what I’ve done… My life is a fog.
It seems like I would pay more attention it being the last day of the year and all… shouldn’t something spectacular happen… shouldn’t I be less like a zombie at least?
I’m taking the kids to the toy store to spend their Christmas Booty. I know I’m begging for punishment…
Okay the kids liked the toy store and I survived. The one here is three times the size of ours. Their money is all spent.
It’s raining here… Ugh.
Later*******************We went to the bookstore where Cooper did this…
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And I found these tissues extremely ironic… 2$ for a pack of 50 cent tissues because of the saying.
Then we went to my favorite sushi house and picked up california rolls and an unagi roll… yummy… Everytime we come we have to stop here. Two of the chef’s names are Toyota and Suzuki… that always makes me giggle…
My two favorite two year olds ready for the new year… they can’t wait to hit the big number three.
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