April 29, 2006
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heavy thinking
The choices we make dictate the life we lead. {line from some Danny Devito movie I don’t remember much about the movie but this}
I look at my life and choices and I’m happy with most of them. I love my Husband and kids. I like where I live and the house I live in. I even like the stupid dog that was a poor choice but one I’m now used to living wiith.
The things I find lacking are always me things. I need to finish my degree… I need to do more art and glass work… I need to harp at my children more about say, brushing their teeth. {After all their young if they can get away with not doing it they will.}
You get out of it what you put into it… I have no idea who said this but it’s been around.
The thing I need to remember is it’s never too late, there’s always time to do the things I need to do for myself and some more cliche’s There’s no time like the present and There’s always tomorrow.
I know those last two are contradictory but I’m trying to say I can start at anytime. Maybe now isn’t the time for certain things. So I have to tell myself I’m choosing not to do them, But that doesn’t mean I can’t do them in the future. Of course there should always be time for the things I enjoy and I need to put some effort into making time to do them, I’m doing a disservice to my children by not doing them, after all they need to see Mommy living a life and not just servicing theirs.
Okay blah blah blah I know in to deep. Life is good.
Comments (3)
Ohhhh my gosh …..going to see that movie RV did that to you……..goodness I Love you girl and beleive me you have come a long way and are doing one HELL of a great job with those children of yours. They Lov you very much you can tell from how they interact with you on a daily way. Hugs YOUR MOM… who also loves you and the beuatifull person you have become thru the years…Hugs MOM
As long as you are happy, the things you want to do in the future will still be there when the time is right. Only you can know for sure when that is.
So many people focus on what their lives are not, that life keeps living and they are still stuck in the moment. Enjoy life! go with the flow!